Monday, February 28, 2011

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Thanks for the care and response on the last post. In the end, as I think about it, it is mostly the independence that I have been weeping for, some kind of endless freedom that I rediscovered while being and playing with my kid and that resulted from having no other responsibility. So it is not about time with little guy in the end. He is growing up and he needs other activities and mainly other kids and he has that at school. So it is mostly my complete freedom that I have had and that is now turning into being hooked in the work process. But it could not have lasted forever, so what. I can get by with that. I actually do not weep so much.

Edited:
O.K. I put a picture of butterflies twice in a row, last post and this. It was unintentionally. I guess, there is a meaning to it, though, going along with what I have said here.

4 comments:

la casita said...

ok, enough of butterflies!
;^D

Magdaléna said...

I know....

Victoria said...

I so agree with you.i have also come to understand that it is in part the lack of working responsability while on maternity leave that i honestly will miss,not only the time at home with the kids.i wonder if it is only us working mothers who feel this way or if stay at home mums also think like this?i know matias and soon erik enjoy the time at the kindergarden,and although i am not part of this time it is good for them to be with other kids,they learn so much!im sure domik also really enjoys it! Sorry for the long and maybe not so well explained comment.

Bohemian girl said...

Victoria, I am glad I found an allied soul in you.
I like long and cordial comments.